Anonymous asked: I am so sad and upset by your post about being to insecure with your weight to go to cons. I just wanna let you know that there is NOTHING to be embarrassed about when it comes to your weight, being fat or whatever isn't inherently ugly and it's so sad upsetting that you're made to believe that. Even if there WEREN'T going to be bigger people at cons (and trust me, there are), and you were the biggest person there, WERQ it, because you're fucking beautiful. Some of the heaviest are the finest <3

omg i didnt think my post would get so much attention D; i totally appreciate your kind words, i cant hold all my feels right now.

and i guess i should have worded my post a little differently. Im not really bothered by my weight as in the number, I’m actually glad I gained some, but I’m more bothered with the way I look. And…even when I was tiny, that was a problem. I’ve been asked to model for people before (if that’s any validity to “beauty”), and i would still go home and feel ugly. But, I think, this stomach and chin that I acquired last year +my mom spewing bullshit at me…i think it’s the nail in the coffin for me;;; and it’s really my fault which makes me feel more insecure. But, I promised myself I would work on it and use the weight I gained to my advantage. I’ve always wanted menace’s body haha

and again, thank you for your message :>